So far no ill effects from starting Metformin, though I've only been taking it now for 5 full days. But I have to say I'm getting to a point of a lull. I don't know any other way to explain it. I'm so frustrated. I'm so ready to be a Mom. I want to experience the actual wonderful gift of being pregnant.
We always said we will adopt if I don't get pregnant and we will. Well shoot we actually plan on adopting even if we do have our own. We want to adopt at least two. But now that we are nearing the points where we will have to make plans if I don't conceive in the next few months and my mind is just racing with the what if's and maybes.
God give me strength. I want a baby and I want one soon! I want to be pregnant by January. If we aren't by the end of February we actually plan on making an appointment with a fertility specialist. Just one step at a time. I keep trying to remind myself that but it's not always easy. I have peace which is great but not enough anymore.
I don't know I'm rambling now so I'm gonna end this.
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