As Mother's Day approaches I am reminded very vividly what I am missing out on right now.
I am constantly talking with my clients about what their plans are. I'm asked what we plan on doing. I know it would be easier to handle this insane roller coaster of emotions if I had my family here. But since they are not here I have nothing I can do but smile and make a joke about having four animals that kind of counts to let me celebrate Mother's Day.
In August we will be hitting 2 years of trying. It is so incredibly frustrating. I just want to hold my own child in my arms. To give unconditional love. I just hate this. I hate having to wait.
On Monday(3days) I will get to have my thyroid levels checked and if they are where they need to be then I will be able to start our first round of fertility treatments. That is as long as I don't have a cyst. So for now I will just keep my head up and try and stay positive.
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