My God is bigger.....

He is bigger than anything my body could throw at it.  He's bigger than my own expectations and plans.   He is always faithful and always there.  After I posted my last post I just had this feeling that I needed to take a pregnancy test and within two minutes it was positive! 

I just can not believe it!  Just yesterday I swear I thought my period was here!  I just don't even have words. 

Immediately the fears tried to start coming into my mind of what ifs what happened last time is happening since I was bleeding yesterday.   But it was like a blanket of peace just settled over me.  this pregnancy is not that pregnancy.  My God is so faithful and nothing can happen without His okay.  So I will take it and enjoy it and love it while I have it.   When the fears sneak in I will allow myself to be surrounded by His peace.

I am only 10 days past ovulation and already the tests(I've taken two) are darker than they were last time when I was at 12 dpo. 

I feel so excited!  I go in next Thursday for my blood pregnancy test.  At this point I'm just so happy I have all those wondafo pregnancy tests(I bought 50 for $20) so I can test it up the next few days. 

I just feel so full of peace and joy.  It's so different from last time.  I know that God is in control and that He will cause it all to work out exactly as it should.  I just want to rest in that.  I will believe that this will carry to the very end.  In 9 months I will be holding my precious baby.

Because my God is so faithful and so much bigger than my mind could ever comprehend.