Thursday I will be flying home to be with my family for a week. During this time we will have a memorial service to honor how much we love Nathan. This has been incredibly emotionally exhausting. Just when I feel like I'm going to be okay suddenly I burst into tears. I can't believe I will never hear his voice again. I will never be able to tell him how much I love him.
My parents have been in Colorado collecting his things, speaking to the coroner, ect; They should be heading back to Louisiana soon. They found a letter Nathan wrote back in 2011 that I want to share:
Even thinking of death he thought of others. He thought of the pain it might cause and how he wanted no one to be sad for him being gone. I don't think that's possible though. When you love someone that much I don't know if it's possible to not feel hurt and pain.
He will always be in our hearts. Always
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