Our little blob is getting bigger

I had my extra ultrasound today and everything is looking really good.  The heartbeat is now at 132 beats per minute and there were no cysts, like they thought.  Everything looks great.  So I have been released from the Fertility specialist to the midwives.  So exciting!

I also had my first appointment with the midwives today and that was really homey feeling and exactly what I was looking for.  The gave me a lot of information to go over from medications that can be taken to birth plans.  I really liked the way everything worked together.  

I have to say before we got pregnant I knew we would have a boy for the first child.  But now that I'm pregnant I feel that shifting.  I don't know what we are having.  If it's a girl that's so promising because it means we will have another one, but if its a boy then I already got what God promised me so many years ago.  So either way I am so excited and thrilled. 

Tomorrow we fly down to Louisiana for my brother's memorial service.  I'm ready.  Today I've been okay I think because of the fact I has so much to do and focus on with the baby, getting things together to leave, ect;

It will be so much better when I'm with my family.  I will try to enjoy every minute of it, despite the circumstances because I know that is what my brother would have wanted.  I miss him so much and know one day I will see him again.