I either always feel angry or like I want to cry. I can't seem to find a happy medium. Its so frustrating that I have to put myself into a place like this in order to get my body to work properly. I think I felt better when I was exercising. But I've been so exhausted that it's been so hard to get myself to actually get moving. But I'm going to have to force myself. I think I'll feel better.
I just am so tired of feeling angry or sad all the time. Of constantly feeling like I am not able to have that joy I use to have. I just want so badly to be my positive optimistic self. I use to look at the glass as half full now I don't even see it is half empty I see it as just plain empty. In one week I will be heading to Myrtle Beach and plan on just taking the time to relax and try to recuperate.
Yesterday I took my last dose of the Femara. I can feel it definitely working differently than last month. My ovaries feel swollen and I've been having massive ovary twinges. But they've all been on my right side and I got the follicle on my left side last month. Either way I find out on Wednesday. I will be going in for the cycle day 12 ultrasound to see how many follicles I got and how long they are.
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